Here it is 2015 and I just realized I started this blog a
decade ago. Happy New Year, by the way, whoever you are (voices in my head?). Haven't posted much, but
have ramped it up in recent years a bit.
Still have no idea if anyone is reading it, but don't care, since it
feels good to write about my hobby here at blog.scottcooley.com.
A couple years after I started this blog, I started my
website. Neither was hard to figure
out. I have intentionally not taken it
too seriously, choosing only to post content to either when I felt like
it. Slowly but surely I've steadily made
improvements and upgrades over the years.
Just like my songwriting hobby, I've eased into the blogging and web
site stuff slowly.
Last year marked a decade of releasing an album every other
year, and in four more years it will be a decade of selling my music officially
in online music stores. Slow and steady
improvement in all of this stuff, in my own opinion anyway. Maybe 10 years is a nice number for a life
chapter, although to be honest, I started this whole hobby in 1989, so it's
going on a quarter of a century strong so far, and despite a few droughts of a
few months here and there, has shown no signs of letting up.
Only when the urge strikes do I even attempt updating the
blog, the website, writing a new song, or recording a new song. Seems like since I didn't follow this pattern
for releasing albums, opting instead to stick to a steady schedule, it would
make sense if I tried to write one blog post per month. I pulled it off last year for the first
time. Unlike my album release schedule,
I didn't have a stockpile of posts first ready to record and release well into
the future.
It just so happens that I'm now really almost out of songs,
and am in the process of finishing recording all the songs I ever set out to
record. More formally record in
multitrack digital, anyway. The first
take cassette tapes don't count, in my mind, since they were mostly practice
exercises instead of actual songs. I've
gotten a little better here and there over the years, in small noticeable ways,
and more than anything involved with the craft, I'm better at rewriting
now.
Re-writing and then either re-recording or recording new the
songs is what I should be able to finish up by the end of this year,
considering available free time. There
are about 40 or so remaining to do.
These are the bottom of the barrell songs that I've deemed just barely
borderline-worthy enough to rewrite, or for good reason have procrastinated
recording over the years. Many of the
re-records are ones that didn't make the cut on past albums.
So, my next release should be the best of the last batch of
not very good songs, but I feel compelled to exhaust the current lyric/chord
stockpile. About another 10-15 beyond
those 40 are lyric-only documents I need to write music for. Then there are about 50 more documents of
starts to songs and very incomplete lyrics I might revisit.
Of course there will be weed-outs, and not enough to result
in two album's worth of material. The
drawback here is I'm possibly wasting time on songs that are not good enough to
begin with, instead of writing new ones.
I can't help but finish these up though, and just maybe the next dozen
you hear won't be half bad. It could
possibly be that clearing my plate of this song candidates wrap-up project will
be liberating a spur on another creative period. Time will tell.
I'm stating all this because I haven't felt like writing new
songs at all lately for several months now.
Part of the reason is I want to get all these remaining unfinished
songwriting/recording related tasks done first before I switch back to the
create new from scratch mode. It will
truly feel fresh when that happens, because I won't have the dark cloud hanging
over my head making me think I have unfinished songs I need to be working on.
It could be the hobby has run its course. There are many famous artists I've read about
who have a creative spurt - usually for about a decade - and then the desire
fades and they don't write/record anymore.
Usually a lot of contributing factors and reasons for this, many unique
to the individual's circumstances, but also it's the kind of thing that seems
to have a tendency to slow down and conclude naturally on its own.
The 2016 album will therefore have a feel of a b-sides or
rarities or previously-unreleased type of compilation, and it may well signal a
final album like you might expect. Maybe
not, but I'll be fine with it either way.
Maybe I'll find a new hobby and move on to something else. You never know, but it will be fun to have a
feeling of closure on these never-quite-finished tasks on my hobby to-do list.
