A web log by the award-winning Michigan songwriter and solo artist about his passion for writing and recording songs.
Monday, September 1, 2025
Extra Choruses and Happy Accidents
Wednesday, July 2, 2025
When Will I Know My Hobby Has Run Its Course?
When I’m out of songs, I guess. That’s the first thing that popped into my mind. I still have some ideas for a few more, and if history is a guide, even more will show up after that. Once you have an idea, a song almost writes itself. Whether any will be any good or not is also anyone’s guess. I can’t say I’ve written a really good song yet, and I know that my best come at the expense of many that were far from it.
That’s just the way this hobby goes, but it’s fun to try. No one tells me how bad I am either. I suppose that’s another thing that keeps me going. Without negative reviews or anyone telling me I should hang it up, I’m in a constant state of bliss, thinking all along that the streaming counts will increase eventually. At some point you have to understand you’re just not good enough to ever get any more popular than you already have, and that day may have already come and gone for me, I just don’t know it yet.
The Latest Release
I’m posting this a couple weeks after dropping a new album that I didn’t think was one of my best. It has done well (for me) despite what I predicted. Surprisingly well. So far, I gained 49 new unique listeners on Spotify since my release, with no promotion whatsoever. I don’t understand it. The attention freaks me out a little, not sure why, and the feeling is uncomfortable for some reason. Now I find myself wondering what I get out of this, and I worry that attention can bring shade throwing. The little charge you get from noticing the stream counts are higher than you anticipated wears off quickly.
The new album is exceeding my expectations, and it was truly a “release” of a bunch of songs I felt I needed to get out to people - to get them out of the way so I could move on to others. A lot of them had been finished for a while, and were just sitting there on my computer after I previously weeded them out from past album releases. I toiled over whether to let anyone hear any of them or not, so it’s also a “relief” to take them out of the consideration batch.
It’s hard to believe that I could gain any momentum from this set of songs, but apparently, I have. On the other hand, if my audience only grows by 50 people per new album, I could easily look at that as very slow fanbase growth and an indicator I should move on to another hobby.
Perseverance Pays
I’ve heard it said that just when you’re thinking about throwing in the towel, it’s the moment when things start to turn around. But I’ve also heard that sometimes winning means knowing when to stop playing the game. I don’t do it to win at anything though. The hobby itself running its course may happen, but isn’t likely. However, I may decide it doesn’t make sense to keep sharing my songs publicly. There’s a lot of effort in doing everything myself to release the music, and hardly any reward at all. I like being able to say I’ve never done any marketing at all, as if in the back of my mind that’s the reason my music hasn’t caught on more. I’ve almost convinced myself of this, but reality bites.
I’m not on the lookout for publicity in any way. I really enjoy being under the radar. I’m a behind-the-scenes kind of guy by nature. One could argue if you don’t crave the spotlight, then why do it? I think I do it because I don’t have the courage to do all the networking necessary to be a songwriter for someone else, so I’m an artist myself. But I would hate being a public figure. Generating spectacles, stirring up controversy, or executing carefully planned stunts are not something I’ll ever do (intentionally). Sensationalism works, but it’s not for me. I’m not going to court influencers either. I’d like for the music to get more attention, but not me personally.
The music I make isn’t the type that is likely to ever be very popular, but it occurs to me that maybe it’s as popular as it is so far because of that very fact. Maybe the perseverance really is actually starting to pay off as I stick with my style and what works for me. My music has some cringe-worthiness. It can be awkward. Makes people squirm a little. I know this, and can’t help it. It has a very amateur quality. It’s not going to be for everyone, and it’s not going to go viral.
It’s the opposite of cool, probably. I’m a chill person who doesn’t try too hard, and I like to remain somewhat detached and maintain a mystique. All that said, I lean into the overly earnest, and the slightly weird. Although it might make people feel a little uncomfortable, some actually like this aspect of it. People who are sick of the slick, overproduced, corporate-perfect branding crave realness and authenticity. They get into it because it feels human to them. Maybe my style is becoming a vogue thing.
I remind myself that: "If it's not fun, stop doing it." I'm sure I'm not the first person to state something like this, but you can quote me on it as being core to my philosophy when it comes to music. Everyone is different, and that's okay. People have tolerance levels for certain things that are different from other people's. Writing and recording songs is fun, the rest is not for me.
If I devoted tons of time and effort on networking and marketing, and it still didn’t work, then I’d know the songs and recordings are just not good enough and I should give up. So, instead of trying that, I keep the hobby public and have the built-in excuse for failure by saying I don’t try very hard, and keeping a thought in the back of my mind that it would’ve worked if only I’d been able to put up with promoting myself. I really do despise the marketing part of it, particularly anything having to do with social media, but I do everything myself, and it can be overwhelming.
What I Do
I've done a lot, and my involvement in music has been completely self-contained. I get a charge out of trying to figure out things on my own without anyone's help. A satisfying sense of accomplishment is an enjoyable feeling. I write the songs, the lyrics and the music, I record myself singing them and playing all the instruments, I arrange them, I do the engineering, the production, the mixing and the mastering. I upload them to the distributor. I created and maintain my own website and blog, both of which contain only content I wrote or created. I create my own music videos, produce them and upload them myself, but I do use free footage instead of creating my own visual content to go with my music. Then I announce all of the above on social media when I release a new album. I've done 13 of them now. It's a lot.
What Else Could I Do?
When you're an independent solo artist who self-releases music, you occasionally wonder how you could get more fans and earn more money. Naturally, your next step to satisfy that curiosity is to google it (or ask artificial intelligence). You try to sift through the results to find the most reputable sources of advice, and then you try to discern what advice most of the expert advice-givers all have in common with each other.
Fan Nurturing
There are a lot of words the marketing experts use here: engaging, connecting, bonding, nurturing, etc. Establishing superfan communities, using Patreon to exchange exclusive stuff for financial support, etc. As a fan of other artists, I’ve never thought to do any of this kind of thing. I just wait until they have new music out, listen to it, and that’s about it. Maybe I’m wrong, and if I offered a Scott Cooley t-shirt on my website, it would somehow make me way more popular.
Since I don’t play live, I don’t have the opportunity to hang out and chat with fans after a show. If I did, I would. I understand that if I see a show, then get an opportunity to actually meet an artist afterward, and think they were a good person to chat with for a second, that I would be more inclined to recommend that artist to someone else.
I’d rather be the type of artist that other people surmise is probably a nice guy without knowing for sure. Letting it remain a bit of a mystery is better. From what I can tell, my fans are loyal, and I could always use more, but I’m just not willing to put in the work the experts advise would help in this regard.
I just do what I do, and I’m not into building a “brand.” I dislike even hearing the word “branding”. I picked a couple photos of myself for my website, and chose some colors and fonts, and that’s it. No desire to go beyond that with a photo shoot and short tiktok dance videos or behind the scenes stuff. I could show people my microphone and acoustic guitar, show how the audio interface is plugged into my computer, etc., but it would be really boring.
People have commented on my music-related social media posts before, and I’ve responded to a few, but not all. That’s kind of where I draw the line. It can be ridiculous and silly to spend tons of time responding to each and every one. I’m a broadcast-only, one-way communicator on socials. I want to sign in, post my self-promotional stuff, then quickly sign out so I don’t have to deal. My comfort level is to only post things and not be a reactive person who gets involved in any discussions at all. I don’t care at all to read anyone else’s posts about anything. If someone sends me a private message, it’s sometimes a year later or more that I sign back in to respond to it, because I dislike social media in general.
The Neil Young Example
Engagement seems to be a big deal, and I sort of don’t get it. I’m a lifelong fan of Neil Young, for example, but I don’t want to “engage” or “connect” with him in any way. With any artist I like, the only thing I like is their music. I just wait ‘till they release more, then I listen to it. That’s it. Maybe buy a ticket to a concert. Never anything beyond that. No desire whatsoever. I mean, it would be cool and all if I got introduced to Neil and got to hang out with him a bit and shoot the breeze a little, don’t get me wrong. Seems like a cool dude a good guy and everything.
But, with any music artist I like, I’m not out to get exclusive stuff from them or exchange some sort of messages with them or anything like that. I don’t want their autograph or their email address or to buy VIP backstage passes so I can meet them after a show. I don’t want to comment on something they post online and then hope they comment back to my comment. Same goes for any celebrity or hero or famous person. If I meet someone and discover they also like Neil, I’ll talk about my favorite songs or albums with the person, but I don’t need to join his fan club or some forum to chat with other fans about all things Neil. So yeah, I don’t understand being a superfan at all.
Nobody has ever signed up for my email list, therefore I never send out a newsletter. I provide my email address on my web site and no one ever sends me an email. My phone number is on there too and I never get a text from anyone either. If anyone did any of those things, I’d probably respond if it wasn’t spam. I know that whatever I’d put in the would-be newsletter is what’s already in my blog anyway.
No one actually subscribes to my blog either, but I get the stats that show between 30 and 300 people read my blog posts. They know I have the blog, and just check it once in a while to see if I have a new post. Come to think of it, a couple times a year I check Neil Young’s website and read a few of his posts that are on there. His site is a total mess, and the majority of it is stuff other people write, but sometimes, there’s a couple interesting articles on there.
I’m generally scared and wary of fandom, so I’m not keen to nurture it for my own music in any way. People get weird – especially online - and the whole concept is creepy. Yes, I’d like more listeners, but no, I don’t quite get how me responding to people often and consistently will translate to more streams. You either like me as an artist, or you don’t. You like some of my music or you don’t.
I’m also scared to potentially read any negative reaction or review of my music, or to things I post to promote my music for that matter. It would probably bum me out, even though I know it’s not going to be everyone’s cup of tea. If I met Neil, for example, I’d tell him The Old Homestead is one of my favorites of his songs, but I wouldn’t tell him the songs of his that I don’t care for. I’d leave that out.
Narrowing The Focus To What You Can Put Up With
If you're like me, and are strictly a non-performing recording artist, you immediately rule out taking steps toward arranging to play live shows. Also, if like me, when you have no marketing/advertising budget whatsoever, you immediately rule out anything that costs money. Then keeping in mind that like me, you have an aversion to self-promotion to begin with, your options are narrowed down quite a lot.
What you're left with is a short list of a few things you can do to promote your music that are free. Those things usually involve using technology.
What I Think About The Remaining Advice
Things I've done that have helped a little:
- Web site: The analytics show I get visitors from all over the world, mostly from the US, and mostly from Michigan. No surprises. No one ever signs up for the email list.
- Blog: The analytics show that about 1 year after a post, approximately 200 people have read it, but beyond that, I’m not sure what it accomplishes aside from me writing about myself.
- Music videos: A lot of my fanbase are old-school and don’t subscribe to a music streaming service, so they like these because they’re free and they don’t have to sign in to anything.
- Social media: I announce the releases, provide the streaming links, and that’s about it. I quickly get out and intentionally don’t look back to see what the comments are, if any. This probably helps my streaming stats.
Things I've done that haven't helped at all:
- Email list: No one ever signs up despite prominently-displayed and easy-to-use forms for this on my website. I have several different ones, and none work.
- Newsletter: Well, without an email list, I wouldn’t have anyone to send a newsletter to. Most people know I have blog, and just check in once in a while and read it if they feel like it without ever subscribing, but my blog’s content is what I’d be emailing them anyway.
Things I've never done:
- Soliciting album reviews: Too scared to read anything potentially derogatory, I admit it, plus, some require a payment, so I automatically rule this out.
- Engage/connect/respond/bond/etc.: As aforementioned, responding to comments isn’t something I do, but if someone emails me, I email them back.
- Granting interviews: I’m up for this! I’m not going to pitch to people and ask them to interview me, but if a music blogger or podcaster reached out, of course I’d do it.
Things I would probably never consider:
- Playing live: Never say never. I have, and can, play live in front of audiences, but am just not into it. Mostly because I know I’m not a great singer, and also because it would require memorizing my own songs – which I could do, but don’t really want to.
- Anything paid: Legit advertising, playlist promotion; fake streams, etc. (modern payola): I’m against trying to get other people to boost my popularity, and I definitely wouldn’t ever pay for any such service because it’s wrong.
- Crowdfunding: I actually did consider this, and signed up for a couple of them already to try it out, but as with the mailing list, no one showed any interest at all. I’m embarrassed I even tried. It just seems wrong, and doesn’t feel right to strategize how to get people to just give you money for your music projects in exchange for exclusive special stuff or whatever. If anyone ever did donate, I’d probably strongly consider not accepting.
Things I would consider if things were different (and I could hire pros to help):
Although I do love being able to say I’ve done everything myself with pride, I’m getting to the point that I could use some help. You know, like the kind of help I imagine artists signed to labels get from those labels. Various services would be great, but the financing responsibility for them would not. With an influx of capital though, I could book a pro recording studio with a pro producer and engineer and session musicians, then hire a marketing/PR firm to do the rest, including handling my social media for me. I’d happily do interviews if someone else arranged them. Advertising? Why not?
Things I’ll probably never stop doing:
Writing songs
Recording songs
That’s pretty much it. Not sure what else I could be doing that I’d also be willing to do. A lot of the things I’ve listed that I’ve been doing (aside from writing & recording) are an emotional drain that don’t result in much support or recognition. I do the bare minimum because I see them as necessary evils. It was hard to even muster the courage to tell people about this latest album, but I had to do it.
I just don’t have the content creator mentality to work the algorithms and all that. Don’t have it in me to treat the marketing as an extension of my creativity. Not a networker, not a self-promoter. Just not inclined to seek out publicity. Could this be because I’m not confident enough with my music? Maybe, yeah. Although hard to admit, I think that must be a part of it.
Sorry I haven’t nurtured you enough. It’s just not something I’m comfortable with. If you commented on something I posted on social media and I didn’t comment back, sorry about that too. If you want to send me an email though, I’ll probably email you back. I’m not looking for pen pals, but I could handle typing a response.
Winding Down
When will I know these things are too much hassle to continue with? Don’t know. The hobby might be winding down already, but the beauty in not having any public reviews or public performances is that I never get any indication, be it subtle or direct, that I should probably quit, and find a different hobby due to not being that good. No one is telling me anything like that, so I keep going.
That’s the problem when anyone can pay a few bucks and release worldwide to make their music discoverable and playable everywhere, yet do it from their home while maintaining some degree of anonymity. I already know I’m not going to make any money. For now, I’m trusting my intuition that when I have enough new songs written and recorded for another album again, I’ll probably go through the trouble and self-torture to actually do the things I have to do to get it out to people again, but I’ll dread it a little.
I’m not totally sure, but I’ll probably continue with what I’m already comfortable with, and not take on anything beyond that, but eventually, I might finally realize the fanbase is not realistically going to grow any more, and just decide to stop making my songs public. Either that or I’ll hit the lotto and enlist pros to do most of it for me. That sounds nice.
Saturday, June 21, 2025
Play "When You Need To Fly" by Scott Cooley here:
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/when-you-need-to-fly/1812106520
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5BTHRlsdI9vCHSEAsdH34U
YouTube Music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_k_pXSLzsLGqrxspCz_6_FP9QRIqSKqqos
Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/albums/B0F6WBZDWR
Tidal: https://listen.tidal.com/album/432980997
Bandcamp: https://scottcooley.bandcamp.com/album/when-you-need-to-fly
Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/artist/scott-cooley/when-you-need-to-fly/ALvtK3kf3cmzgv2
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@scottcooley/videos
For more information: https://www.scottcooley.com/albums/when-you-need-to-fly
Saturday, June 14, 2025
When You Need To Fly
Cheer yourself up and embrace your individuality by listening to my new album about life’s ups and downs, with love/relationships subject matter, in an acoustic rock style, containing more songs than usual, and to be out sooner than expected. This coming Saturday, search for "When You Need To Fly" by solo artist Scott Cooley in whichever music streaming service you like to use, and it will be there for your listening pleasure.
How do I describe it? Well, like my Grandpa Cooley once wrote on the inside wall of a shed he built next to the old outhouse behind his lakeside cottage in Michigan, this album is “good enough for who done it.”
This is the official announcement of my new record “When You Need To Fly,” which is the 13th studio album I’ve made and released publicly. By ‘studio’ I just mean it’s not a live album, and I should clarify that I didn’t record it in a real brick-and-mortar recording studio. I recorded it in a bedroom in my house with a single microphone and a few instruments. It has a whopping 19 new original previously-unreleased songs on it, so I’m considering it a “double” album, even though there’s no physical disc media involved. The “street date” that it will “drop” and be available for streaming from all the main places people stream music (Apple Music, Spotify, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, etc.) is on June 21st, 2025 (which is also my birthday). Now I should probably tell you more of the "behind the music" information.
Sometimes you have a bunch of songs that are just okay, and that’s okay. If you’re like me, you write songs because you were compelled to, and you let them become what they become, without ever intentionally trying to make them a hit or worthy of radio play or appropriate for a movie soundtrack or anything like that. You hope for popularity, but you don’t aim for it. Eventually, when contemplating releasing an album, you can listen back to what you have available, and be a little disappointed.
Ready for takeoff, yet still grounded in reality. As in life, we all can find ourselves plugging away at what we do, while not reaching our aspirations. Particularly in creative pursuits, making your dreams come true is what you strive for, and the results may fall short of what you envisioned. While wanting to write great songs, other songs get written along the way. I have lots of those. I guess my latest batch reflects where I am in life, acknowledging struggles while trying to remain positive.
I’m not all that excited or enthusiastic about it to be honest, but you might get into it for that very reason. I’m not sure I have an A game, but if I do, I definitely didn’t bring it on this one. It doesn’t have any really good outstanding songs on it like my last album - 2024’s “Sunrise” – did. That one had at least a couple “good-for-me” songs on it and was my most sunny and positive record, whereas this new one has songs that are all about the same low-quality level as each other, and it’s a little darker and more negative. You’ll notice the word “down” appears in the song titles and lyrics frequently on this one, but it’s not totally a bummer, because they’ve got that relatability factor in which somewhat depressing subject matter can actually cheer you up.
These new songs are all pretty mediocre for me, and I debated whether to release any of them at all. In fact, about half of them are songs I considered for release on past albums and previously weeded out, and the other half are fairly new and still should probably have been weeded out. I was seriously on the fence about all of them, but I just couldn’t bring myself to say that they were so bad that no one should ever be able to hear them, even though they were sitting in a folder on my computer I named ‘average’.
I am predicting this one will neither be commercially nor critically successful, but has a good chance to achieve some level of cult status like the rest of my output has. People like what they like. I’m a fan of a lot of “deep cuts” from other artists’ albums. A lot of my favorites can be angry, sad or cynical. I often enjoy songs from my favorite artists’ least popular albums too. As an artist, you never really know what will resonate, so it should be interesting to find out.
Any songwriter will tell you that they have to write a ton of songs before they write any truly great ones. This batch feels to me like I’m on the brink, still putting in my 10,000 hours toward mastery. Melancholy songs can be a good listen, so I’m hoping people can enjoy more of my gray side on this one. Checking out some amazing photography – albeit black and white - changed my mind when I saw one that sort of visually summed up one of the songs, which I then realized sort of summed up the whole collection of songs, and gave me the idea for that to be the title and cover of the album.
What is good about “When You Need To Fly” is that it’s available only one year after my last, which means you get to hear it one year sooner than you would have if I had chosen to stick with my typical every-two-years release schedule. It also has way more songs on it than the typical baker’s dozen track count that I usually go with. Although somewhat meaningless, in my way of thinking, every music artist should have at least one double album in their discography, and I had enough songs available for it to qualify, so now I can say I have one. Additionally, it has what I think is my first-ever use of an actual electric guitar on record, and it has a great album cover photograph.
The solo on the title track was played with a custom replica of Eddie Van Halen’s guitar that my cousin Mike built for me. The album cover art photograph of birds on a wire in Murcia, Spain was taken by my nephew Riley. So, I’ve got to hereby give a shout-out to Michael Cooley Electric Guitars in Michigan and Riley Hart Photography in Spain!
To sum up what you get:
• Great cover art: Outstanding professional-quality album cover photo.
• Less waiting: Time between typical album releases cut in half.
• Music videos: Check the official YouTube channel for a few new ones on June 21st.
Also a few notable “firsts”:
• More songs: First-ever double album in the Scott Cooley Records catalog.
• Electric guitar: First-ever usage of an electric guitar on record.
• Clavinet: First-ever usage of this sound, which I combined with ukulele.
What you don’t get:
• Really awesome songs: Hopefully, you’ll prove me wrong.
• Lenore on accordion: Sorry, just didn't have any appropriate ones this time. It’s hard to write a song for accordion, but I hope to write more in the future.
Why would I release a bunch of songs that are below my own standards? I made a rash decision that they were not so bad that I didn’t want other people to be able to hear them, and further decided I would not be too embarrassed or ashamed if they did. In other words, if they weren’t bad enough to just throw away by deleting them, and I couldn’t envision any ways to improve them at all, or maybe I could but didn’t feel like re-doing any of them, I then thought I might as well release them. On one hand, I’ve sort of arguably always released a bunch of mediocre songs on each album anyway, and on the other hand, all solo artists have bad albums and songs if you think about it. You can’t just keep getting better indefinitely, with each new album better than the last, right? Right.
There was no obvious cutoff point for this batch of songs. It’s not like when I self-evaluated them that there was a clear dividing line between definite keepers, borderline keepers, and non-keepers. This is an album of “all borderline keepers”. Every single song I would grade with a C, but it’s relative. I’ve written very few songs I would give an A grade to, maybe not any at all. I had more than 19 available, but did weed out some Cs and Ds. Maybe these are all in the B range, come to think of it, but it depends how I look at it as a body of work. They’re all about equally mediocre – I guess that’s the best way to describe them.
If that wasn’t enough, to entice you further, this album has a mixture of positive and negative songs, but they’re mostly of the negative, sad, and depressing variety. This might signal the start of what will later become known as “my dark period”. All artists have them, and now it’s my turn. Thinking back, maybe you don’t have to wait to be in a good mood to write a song, and no one is always in a good mood. Well, maybe my niece Madison, but she’s the only person I’ve ever been around who is like that, so it’s got to be very rare. It’s okay to be bummed out once in a while. For most of you who’ve been there, you’ll be able to relate, and as has been proven with music, especially blues, listening to the Debbie Downer songs can be surprisingly uplifting, so I encourage you to keep that in mind.
I suppose I should actually describe the type of music it is, which I dread, because I’m never sure, but in a word, maybe it’s Americana. Definitely Acoustic Garage Rock (AGR), and all those similar genre/style descriptors like singer-songwriter, roots rock, indie folk, etc. For those already familiar with my style, you’ll get more of that, so it won’t disappoint as far as the signature sound goes at least. For you newcomers who were not immediately offput by the word Americana, thanks for staying with me, and know that no one really knows how to define that, or any of these.
There are some traces of country, folk, blues, reggae, punk, funk, dance, maybe even pop whatever that means, and of course rock, or rock and roll, if you prefer. There’s also one song I would label as Acoustic Dance Music (ADM), and I may be a pioneer in this style. I have no idea what other people think they hear in there, but you should be forewarned that there’s a lot of acoustic guitar strumming, and also that I’m not considered a good singer at all.
The song lyrics are mostly about romantic relationships, love, feeling down, and doors. Don’t know why. It just worked out that way. A music journalist would have a tough time with this one, because there’s no obvious way the songs are connected to each other, and it doesn’t really have any overarching theme. Some are happy, some sad, some are deep, some are shallow, some are mean, some are kind, some are funny. They’re all pretty simple, and none are super long this time. I think they’re all under 5 minutes in length. Most have a rhythm section. Some virtual instrument sounds were made by playing a MIDI keyboard. They’re not all in the same key. They employ usage of different song forms. Some are faster than others, but are mostly mid-tempo I suspect. Many have bridge sections. Some have instrumental breaks, some don’t. Short intros. Subtle mistakes have intentionally been left in out of pure laziness.
Few, if any, people ever hear any of my songs before I release them, but occasionally, I play a few for my wife Lenore. Her most common reaction is to tell me that I “don’t sing with any emotion”. She says I should strive for the style of Michael Crawford singing O Holy Night, which she says is so emotional that it makes her cry. She says I can be a deep person who conveys emotion in my speaking voice, and wonders why I can’t do it with my singing voice.
I don’t have an answer for that. Maybe I’m sounding particularly melancholy because that’s how I feel about these songs, or maybe that’s how I felt in general when recording the vocal tracks. I have no idea how to even begin to try to sing like that dude. I think I was born with the singing voice I have and practice or training wouldn’t help me much. I just like making up songs.
Although I obviously haven’t been blessed with natural singing talent, I feel very lucky so far in my life. I’ve wondered why some higher power thought I should stay alive up until now. I’ve speculated that there’s a reason I have yet to find out about. Sometimes while waiting for my grand purpose to be revealed somehow, it occurs to me that maybe I’ve brought about some good in the world already. I’ve generally been a good person, despite some bad judgement along the way. I’ve made people laugh occasionally throughout my life. Pondering it a little more, it could be that I’m being watched over, or looked out for, because I’m making a difference in the world by making music. It’s a grandiose notion.
With that in the back of my mind, maybe it’s why I’m here, what I was meant to do, and why instead of questioning it, I should probably just keep doing it. That sounds good to me, and it keeps me going with my hobby of writing songs. I enjoy it, so it’s good for me, and other people have enjoyed it, so it’s good for them too. I’ve provided entertainment for some people in my lifetime, and it feels like something I can continue with. Maybe I haven’t written a really great song yet, but maybe I have one in me. Maybe my future includes getting better with my music. The dream is to write one great song at least, and maybe one great album, but this latest one won’t be it.
My last album, Sunrise, had two or three good songs on it, and most of them were not bad, and overall, it was a good album, especially when compared with the rest of my albums. The one before that, Lockdown Leftovers wasn’t as good, because it was somewhat intentionally a group of previously-weeded-out songs. “When You Need To Fly” is more like that one. It has a bunch of interesting, yet fairly ordinary and uninspired songs on it.
That’s okay. It can serve as a demonstration of consistency in that it doesn’t have any really terribly awful songs on it either…arguably. I felt like I needed to get these songs out to you so you can stream them. Maybe you’ll like some of them, maybe you’ll be entertained, and if you are not inclined to consider any to be your favorite Scott Cooley songs, I’ll understand.
I have no one to blame but myself for what you hear, as I was the only person involved in all aspects of making the entire record. “When You Need To Fly” is really about life’s ups and downs – the title track song and the album as a whole. Ups and downs happen to most artists. Typical music careers have some duds. I’m not immune, but it gets me thinking that if I don’t give up, some greatness may be just around the corner. That’s the attitude I have lately. I know that if I keep going with writing and recording new ones, maybe some greatness will emerge. I think I have hope that it will happen, and I think I feel that way because of being grateful for so many things in my life so far. Sometimes we can all find ourselves in a bit of a rut in life, and while in the miserable company of the status quo, you’re not afraid to be true to yourself and go against the grain as you wait to stumble upon something exceptional.
To have the chance to stumble upon a creative hobby and then make your creations public is scary but pretty cool. As with other aspects of life, you have to power through the tough times to get to better ones. I think that’s where I’m at now with music. I feel very fortunate to be permitted to give it a try, to have the freedom to do what I do. Sometimes in life you get a sense that you’re on the verge of something, and I have that now. I’m thinking that I need to trust myself, my process, and good things will happen eventually. I’m weathering a storm of mediocrity I guess, to learn how to get through it to better weather ahead. I need to fly, and I want to fly.
There are on average about 30 people who regularly read this blog, according to the stats, and I’m grateful to have you read my long-winded ramblings about myself and my music. I’m not sure a long-form post about a new album will make a difference in my streaming analytics or not, but it was worth a try, and no one minds typing on about their favorite subject – themselves. Just as in conversation, you get to hear the description from the horse’s mouth, or keyboard in this case. I sincerely appreciate the interest in both my blog and my music.
Sometimes you sound nothing like your influences, nowhere close to the quality of music you yourself are a fan of. I did not think I could just endlessly tweak these and keep re-recording them to make them any better than they are. I thought it was important to enjoy the moment without regard for the future and make the most of having a bunch of songs that were ripe for releasing now, instead of waiting for better ones to show up. I wish I could make records like Pink Floyd’s The Dark Side of the Moon or Boston’s debut – great vocals, electric guitars, high fidelity, sonically perfect, with high production value.
That’s the kind of music I personally enjoy, and with those types of influences, you’d think what I myself make might be similar in some way, but it’s almost the complete opposite. At least I tried my first electric guitar solo on this one. I can’t help what the output of my creative process sounds like, but it’s me, and I feel fortunate that some other people out there in the world like you sometimes find my music to be entertaining.
The future may never bring any tangible rewards for my contributions to music other than the satisfaction I got out of doing it, but that alone makes it worth it. I am proud to add to the clutter and sea of irrelevant noise. In this age when amateurish long-tail artists like me with a cult following at best can easily contribute to the oversaturation of music streaming, my perspective remains optimistic.
Keeping the right frame of mind about it all is important when you feel like you’re ready for greater heights, and that’s what the title song and album are about. Weathering storms, staying on an even keel, not letting life get you down for too long, daring to be a little different. I guess that’s what this new record is all about overall. You’ll be able to relate to the hopes for higher times ahead, taking off into the unknown future, and knowing more good fortune is yet to come. Faith that if you don’t give up, things will turn around, and you’ll be flying higher again soon.
Friday, June 13, 2025
Why I Probably Won't Become Verified by Bluesky
If I were them - the deciders - I would start with a search, not find much, then quickly click the button to send me the boilerplate "denied" notification (if they even offer that courtesy), and move on to the next applicant. They might even have a database to determine if you're signed to a label (vs. self-releasing), which I wouldn't be in. Whoever these folks are, they're likely in a hurry to deny. Their productivity is being measured, and like with customer service departments, they are probably told by management to not spend too much time reviewing each form.
I previously macro-blogged about Twitter verification here: https://blog.scottcooley.com/2023/05/twitter-blues.html in which I expressed initial frustration about not getting verified by them, and then sort of concluded that the whole thing is pretty ridiculous, and not something to be bummed about. Why fill out a form in the first place? Credibility? Is that what I'm after?
When you're an established independent DIY solo artist, already past mid-career, yet still aspiring/emerging/hungry for more recognition - hoping for a larger audience for your music (more streams), you want to give the appearance of legitimacy, and so you want to look official. You are those things already, but anything that helps makes you look established and popular already, makes you even more so. You think that will help, but the thing is you need a bunch of reputable online sources to write about you. I suspect that if reviews of my music were to materialize online, they might contain some negativity that could stifle my spirit, so I've never submitted my albums to any bloggers or publications. I should point out that I don't perform live very often, so I'm really just a recording artist.
I'm a verified solo artist with Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, regular YouTube, Pandora, etc., which means I have an account to sign in to their "for Artists" parts of their websites because I've claimed my own profile in them. Some provide a prominent check mark icon of some kind, some don't. I also have my own domain. I've been mentioned in a podcast by another artist, had people post nice things about me in social media a few times, but there are no news articles or blogs about me as far as I know. I've tried to establish somewhat of an online presence. The TLDR is that's probably not enough.
I recently put a prominent link to my Bluesky profile page on my website because so far, I'm thinking it will become my primary social media and microblogging platform. I also recently filled out the verification form for Bluesky, I guess so people will see the coveted badge and trust that I'm the real Scott Cooley, not a fake impersonator or something. So, I'm authentic enough, but likely not notable enough. "Official" but not "high-profile".
While they review my credentials (or lack thereof), I thought I would do a little reviewing of them. I basically dread having to deal with any social media (or self-promotion for that matter), but so far, I like Bluesky better than any platform I've tried. I was fortunate to "join the early conversation" back in 2023 when it was fairly new, and I can report that it has improved significantly since then. Originally, I went with the standard scottcooley.bsky.social, but then changed it to this:
https://bsky.app/profile/scottcooley.com
Things you should know:
With your own domain, you just paste in a record on your registrar's site, two minutes and you're done (meaning you don't then have to host your own Linux server on a Rasberry Pi in your basement or something just to be able to log back in to Bluesky). They could make that clearer. I'm now questioning whether @scottcooley.com as my handle is better, but I'm not going to worry about what people think.
Things I didn't like about Twitter:
-they replaced the public profile page view with a sign-in requirement
-they never verified me with the blue check despite the notability evidence I provided
-the name change to X made no sense, the name was one of the coolest things about it
Things I like about Bluesky:
-public profile page
-simple, uncluttered user interface (retro vibe is similar to early Twitter)
-they didn't do the mobile-first thing, or mobile-only thing, and I prefer the early and decent web availability (don't use the app on my phone at all)
-fairly easy to find like-minded people
-human+auto moderation focus seems effective, is reassuring
-use the same account for other apps, future apps
Things I'm still not sure about:
-more extreme, in-your-face left wingers than I expected (which is still way better than the opposite)
-the full extent of why owning data I post publicly anyway is such a big deal
-remains to be seen if I'll become verified or not
-seems to be dominated by software developer types so far (there went my checkmark)
I previously blogged about "notability" for indie DIY solo artists who never seek out press coverage: https://blog.scottcooley.com/2014/07/from-nobility-to-notability.html
I used the Wikipedia "notability" guidelines to create my detailed Biography: https://www.scottcooley.com/biography#h.p_ID_285
Bottom line is I don't really want people to review my music or write about me publicly, so I don't look for such opportunities. If someone reached out for an interview, I'd grant it though. Various quotes say things along the lines of music being 10% creative and 90% marketing. My popularity (or lack thereof) reflects the fact that aside from a few social media announcements when I release new music, I engage in no marketing whatsoever (and I prefer it that way). My music has been on the dark side lately, which doesn't lend itself well to the New York Times discovering it and calling to interview me about it. Surprise me, Mr. Bluesky! Be my sunny day.
Wednesday, May 28, 2025
New Music Video Available Now for "When We're All Together"
Since this song has turned out to be a lot of people's favorite song from my last album, "Sunrise," which I released in 2024, I thought "When We're All Together" deserved a music video. It features footage from a documentary film called "March of the Penguins" which I was surprisingly permitted to use by the National Geographic Society due to its public domain status. It features the annual journey of the emperor penguins of Antarctica. I thought it would not only be fitting for my orginal song, but also literally and figuratively cool. Watch it below, or check it out on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/Fu_c6SB5Pig?si=Z8www5gecghRqcri